Yesterday I was so sick, I thought I was dying. My adoring husband did everything in his power to help make me feel better. He is so good to me. The great news is that I am alive and doing much better today:)
Here's what's on my heart today:
I find myself every evening thinking and planning out the day ahead of me, sometimes I think and plan the next few days down to the min. I spend time thinking over my hectic life while missing out on quality time I could be having with my husband. This life is a gift from God. A wonderfully,unrepeated life. I struggle with giving the reins over when it comes to the simplistic things in my life-such as all the the details that need to get accomplished in one day. I treat our crazy lifestyle like it's my fault I am this busy, but in reality, God has called us to this lifestyle at this stage in our life. He has planned out some awesome things he wants to be apart of for His Kingdom. I have been so challenged with this lately, partly due to the fact that I get so depressed that A.) Nate and I never see each other, B.) We can't do things that we want to do.
I know there is a balance and we probably have not figured that out yet, but if I can continue to learn how to hand my worries to Him each night and realize that this is my mission Field and this is where God has us, my perspective will be different..
Ok, time to teach the kiddies:)
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